Posted by Rach on July 1, 2002, at 22:39:12
Hi guys,
Can't really say for sure where I'm at right now. Up and down a lot. But more ups than downs, I think.
Having money problems, owe too much money, not enough coming in and a lack of jobs to earn any. So that's weighing on my mind.
But still loving Performing Arts, getting fit. I performed a song for my Dad's birthday. It was the first time my fam had ever heard me sing, and it went down really well.
Also really lonely though. Have taken to cuddling my old teddy bears. Really wish I could have a cat in my apartment. Also took advantage of a friend's cuddles (I know he has a crush on me) and now feel terrible because I love him as my friend, nothing more.
But apart from these dumb little things (that is more life than depression) I'm doing well. Its just the loneliness does hurt deeply.
poster:Rach
thread:413
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