Posted by Janet on September 19, 1999, at 20:13:21
In reply to Re: Mixed state, posted by Janet on September 19, 1999, at 16:32:56
> Hi Janet, Keep writing to us! At least we understand. I don't tell anyone in my day to day life about my manic depression because I am afraid I may eventually suffer from their ignorance.
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> Write to tell us everything. You'd probably enjoy it, and I'd find it interesting. i could compare how you feel to my own mixed states, and maybe even get some insights for you and for myself.
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> If the urge to express yourself passes, let us know how you're doing anyway. JaniceI feel an intensity of relaxation.
Period.
New sentence.
I feel sexual.
I feel slow,not adventurous or curious.
Action
Silent. Deliberate. Sobering.Manic doesn't have to mean hyper.
It can mean intense searching.
Deeply sensational.
Completely absorbed.
Ectasty, energy. I want to go on a cold, brisk walk with my eyes closed.
Classical music. Pushing, as in labor. Manic.Sleeping of wonderful dreams, away from all the mixed up feelings. Talk. Explain. Describe.Articulate. Educate. Staring. Silence. I don't want to answer, "how do you feel?"
Irritation. Questions. Wishing it would just all go away. Far far away. Janet
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