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Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart

Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 25, 2008, at 22:44:04

Ugghhhterrible week. All of the past rears its head, sitting there for me to haunt my nightmares. It doesnt get any easier even with each passing year. I thought this year I could try and help it by drinking more, but I ended up sitting in front of the stereo on my knees, balling my eyes out. We where up at the cottage, and my sister suggested I, we, do something to commemorate, and so we had a little picnic with some candles and nice wine. It was overwhelmingnice, but cut deep. I spent the next two days in bed. Ive been using lots of clonazepam and Risperdal to try and drown the dysphoric hypo-mania. I am off to see the doctor tomorrow. My prolactin was a bit high last time, he said, so maybe I need some testosterone, or an anti-prolactin med.(My sex drive is still in the negativesI mean completely gone!) Maybe I just need a new life, a new body. This one is running on empty. Jay

 

Re: Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart » Jay_Bravest_Face

Posted by rskontos on March 26, 2008, at 8:49:40

In reply to Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 25, 2008, at 23:44:04

Oh Jay I am so sorry. I wish I could offer more, but I am just feeling so very sad myself.

Here is to some day feeling better.

rsk

 

Re: Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart

Posted by Phillipa on March 26, 2008, at 10:20:41

In reply to Re: Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by rskontos on March 26, 2008, at 8:49:40

Jay how sweet well you tried and it is not something that will go away it's a etched memory. Feel better. Love Phillipa

 

Thanks guys.atleast a few care »rskontos»Phillipa (nm)

Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 28, 2008, at 22:59:10

In reply to Re: Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by rskontos on March 26, 2008, at 8:49:40

 

I care...

Posted by TexasChic on March 29, 2008, at 20:11:20

In reply to Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 25, 2008, at 23:44:04

... I just couldn't seem to come up with the right thing to say. I should have said something though, I'm sorry. I hope you're feeling better, although I know you'll never forget.

Did you post this on the grief board? People may be better prepared to respond there.

(((Jay)))

-T

 

Re: I care... » TexasChic

Posted by Phillipa on March 29, 2008, at 20:22:46

In reply to I care..., posted by TexasChic on March 29, 2008, at 20:11:20

T seems that board is empty. Love Phillipa

 

Re: Thanks guys.atleast a few care » Jay_Bravest_Face

Posted by Kath on March 29, 2008, at 20:51:10

In reply to Thanks guys.atleast a few care »rskontos»Phillipa (nm), posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 28, 2008, at 22:59:10

I care Jay - I just read this now. Catching up slowly after almost a week not here.

I am so very very sorry for your loss.

Not sure where you live. Where I live, there's something called "York Region Bereaved Families" or some such name. I was going to go there recently to deal with my grief for my Mom's death several decades ago, but there was a LOT of drama going on with my son, so I didn't feel I could dip into the Mom grief at that time.

Maybe you've done stuff like that. If not, it might be a teeny help.

Please don't think that a lack of responses means people don't care.

Some people might simply not know what to say. Others might be so overwhelmed with whatever is going on in their life that they can't respond.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((you))))))))))))))))

much love, Kath

 

Re: Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart

Posted by Polarbear206 on April 1, 2008, at 10:05:07

In reply to Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 25, 2008, at 23:44:04

> Ugghhhterrible week. All of the past rears its head, sitting there for me to haunt my nightmares. It doesnt get any easier even with each passing year. I thought this year I could try and help it by drinking more, but I ended up sitting in front of the stereo on my knees, balling my eyes out. We where up at the cottage, and my sister suggested I, we, do something to commemorate, and so we had a little picnic with some candles and nice wine. It was overwhelmingnice, but cut deep. I spent the next two days in bed. Ive been using lots of clonazepam and Risperdal to try and drown the dysphoric hypo-mania. I am off to see the doctor tomorrow. My prolactin was a bit high last time, he said, so maybe I need some testosterone, or an anti-prolactin med.(My sex drive is still in the negativesI mean completely gone!) Maybe I just need a new life, a new body. This one is running on empty. Jay

Jay,

Hope you are feeling better. I e-mailed a friend of yours and let him know your having a rough time. I hope he read it and got in touch with you.

PB

 

(Jay) - checking on you... » Jay_Bravest_Face

Posted by Kath on April 1, 2008, at 20:07:03

In reply to Anniversaries.....Permanent Broken Heart, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 25, 2008, at 23:44:04

Hi Jay - please let us know if you're okay,

love, Kath

 

You have me worried now too!!! Check in dude! (nm)

Posted by texaschic on April 3, 2008, at 10:10:49

In reply to (Jay) - checking on you... » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by Kath on April 1, 2008, at 20:07:03

 

Re: You have me worried now too!!! Check in dude! » texaschic

Posted by Phillipa on April 3, 2008, at 19:28:41

In reply to You have me worried now too!!! Check in dude! (nm), posted by texaschic on April 3, 2008, at 10:10:49

Did you check meds? Some Jay is posting may be another one though. Phillipa


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