![[dr. bob]](/dr-bob-sm.gif)
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.orgShown: posts 1 to 10 of 10. This is the beginning of the thread.
Posted by Deneb on April 16, 2006, at 22:55:22
(((((Dr. Bob)))))
:-)
How crazy am I?
I'm obsessed.
It's not interrupting my life...I hope it doesn't bother Dr. Bob...
Virtual hugs for Dr. Bob
Dare I hope for a real life hug?
Dr. Bob wants to see the scarf I'm giving to the less fortunate on his behalf.
I'm so happy! :-)
My life is simple right now. It consists of school, home, Dr. Bob and Babble.
In the summer it will consist of work, home, Dr. Bob and Babble.
Yep...that's me. Nothing complicated in my life at all.
Thinking about Dr. Bob and participating here doesn't take anything away from my life. I think I actually go out with my friends more now.
I haven't been thinking about Dr. Bob as much these last couple of days because I've been too busy studying.
I think my obsession is lessening. I have other things like my future to think about. I don't want it to go away...I like loving Bob.
I wonder what Dr. Bob thinks about me? Anyone have any ideas?
Deneb*
Posted by Deneb on April 16, 2006, at 23:56:20
In reply to Here I go again..., posted by Deneb on April 16, 2006, at 22:55:22
I love being happy. I'm so glad my bad thoughts are gone. I had a lot of bad thoughts about this time last year. Now I'm happy!
How come I'm happy now? Do I really have a "chemical imbalance"? I wonder if I would be as happy if it weren't for all the drugs?
I just don't know.
How many happy people are there? Anyone else happy? What do you think contributed to your happiness?
Anyone out there who was depressed or unstable but who is now happy? How did you find a way to be happy?
Do I really need to be on my meds? Would I get bad thoughts again? I wonder... Probably a bad idea to experiment on my own eh?
Deneb*
Posted by muffled on April 17, 2006, at 13:12:58
In reply to Anyone else happy?, posted by Deneb on April 16, 2006, at 23:56:20
Yeah I doing ok.
I think you must have a good p-doc cuz you are doing well on your meds.
Mebbe you could put this simple idea on your mind...
Deneb off meds = Deneb blocked from babble
Deneb ON meds = Deneb happy, and NOT blocked from babble
So no meds = getting blocked
Thats just my opinion.
Your nice Deneb.
I want things to go well for you.
I think Dr. Bob likes you ok.
But I expect given enough pressure anyone would back off from someone. Again, my opinion only.
Take care Deneb,
I'm happy for you.
muffled
Posted by curtm on April 17, 2006, at 16:41:48
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy? » Deneb, posted by muffled on April 17, 2006, at 13:12:58
I do feel happy rarely, but I really have to TRY. I think that is a key part to getting better, but it can be hard.
I also have a strange feeling that I am waiting for something sometimes. Don't know what, where, who or why. What could it be...
Posted by Deneb on April 17, 2006, at 19:08:54
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy? » Deneb, posted by muffled on April 17, 2006, at 13:12:58
> Mebbe you could put this simple idea on your mind...
> Deneb off meds = Deneb blocked from babble
> Deneb ON meds = Deneb happy, and NOT blocked from babble
> So no meds = getting blocked
> Thats just my opinion.When you wrote the above, I thought to myself, "Surely I got blocked when I was doing well?", but then I checked my PBC and block history again and found out that in all except the last block I wasn't doing well. That's 5 violations because I was thinking bad thoughts. Clearly I need to prevent my bad times to avoid further PBCs and blockings.
Hmmm...maybe this is evidence that the Celexa alone wasn't cutting it... Or maybe that psychotherapy with my pdoc 2x a month is really important.
Anyhoo...whatever the reason, it's all good now.
Thanks for replying to my post Muffled.
Deneb*
Posted by Deneb on April 17, 2006, at 19:11:54
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy?, posted by curtm on April 17, 2006, at 16:41:48
> I do feel happy rarely, but I really have to TRY.
I think sometimes we are happy and don't even know it. When I'm content and looking forward to things, I consider that happiness.
> I think that is a key part to getting better, but it can be hard.
I think there definitely needs to be a change in thinking.
> I also have a strange feeling that I am waiting for something sometimes. Don't know what, where, who or why. What could it be...
Is the something you are waiting for good or bad?
Deneb*
Posted by Phillipa on April 17, 2006, at 22:25:52
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy? » curtm, posted by Deneb on April 17, 2006, at 19:11:54
Deneb there seems to be a pattern when you are facing having to study for exams. You want to stop your meds and find a way to get out of taking them. If you read your other posts just check and see if it may be true. Love Phillipa
Posted by curtm on April 18, 2006, at 9:38:38
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy? » curtm, posted by Deneb on April 17, 2006, at 19:11:54
Thank you for your post deneb-
I am actually new to this but I like sharing my feelings and ideas and listening to others.
The strange thing about feeling like I am waiting for something is that I don't even know if it is good or bad. I feel like I am missing something.I need something. It sometimes gives me feelings of discontent. Could it be a lack of religious faith to fill the emptiness in my soul??
Posted by Deneb on April 19, 2006, at 0:18:23
In reply to Re: Anyone else happy? » Deneb, posted by curtm on April 18, 2006, at 9:38:38
Hehehe, Dr. Bob's on the boards right now! I hope he sees this message!
I love you Dr. Bob!
(((((((((Dr. Bob)))))))))))
I hope you had a nice day! I wish you happiness!
((((((((Bob)))))))))
I love you Bob.
Deneb*
Posted by Deneb on April 22, 2006, at 16:21:52
In reply to Re: I love you Dr. Bob!, posted by Deneb on April 19, 2006, at 0:18:23
I still love you Dr. Bob. I haven't been thinking of you as much, but I still love you.
When I meet you I'm going to be quiet. I think I'll say, "Hi Dr. Bob."
I'll say, "Wow, it's Dr. Bob in real life!"
I might ask, "How was your flight?"
I'm going to say, "Dr. Bob, I don't know if you remember, or if you received my threatening e-mails, but I'm really really sorry about sending them to you. You probably blocked my e-mail, so you probably didn't get them, but I'm really sorry just in case you read them."
Then I might ask, "Dr. Bob, can I give you a small hug? It would make me really happy."
I hope Dr. Bob lets me have a small hug!
I want to sit next to Dr. Bob when we have dinner. Oh! It'll be so exciting! I can't believe I'm actually going to see Dr. Bob in person!
I hope Dr. Bob won't be afraid of me. This must be strange...me loving him so much and all...
I hope Dr. Bob won't feel awkward.
I'm going to show Dr. Bob the scarf I made him. I'm going to show it to him and tell him I'm going to donate it on his behalf.
I hope Dr. Bob won't think I'm crazy. It is kind of weird to love him so much and all...
Do people think I'm crazy?
I can't wait to meet Dr. Bob! I'm going to see him in real life! It's going to be so exciting! I might get to touch Dr. Bob!
Should I call him Dr. Bob? That's not his real name. I want to call him Dr. Bob, I'm used to that.
I love Dr. Bob. Sigh. I love him. :-) Don't know why, just do. ((((((Dr. Bob)))))))
I'm going to say, "I love you Dr. Bob!" when I meet him.
I'm thinking of bringing Meow Meow with me to the Babble trip. "Meow Meow" is my oldest and favourite childhood doll. I love Meow Meow. He's so old that he is the only one of my dolls that has a Chinese name I made up. I keep Meow Meow in a plastic container now. He's old and fragile. I wish Dr. Bob would hold Meow Meow.
(((((Dr. Bob))))))
Deneb*
This is the end of the thread.
Psycho-Babble Social | Extras | FAQ
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.org
Script revised: February 4, 2008
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/cgi-bin/pb/mget.pl
Copyright 2006-17 Robert Hsiung.
Owned and operated by Dr. Bob LLC and not the University of Chicago.