Psycho-Babble Social Thread 593360

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Bad stuff *trigger*

Posted by Deneb on December 30, 2005, at 3:25:59

I think I've ruined my life.

I've ruined my grades. I know nothing. Information goes in and comes out now. Nothing sticks. I'm an expert on nothing. I'll never be anything. I'm not smart enough.

This sucks. I think I need to die. I can't stand what a total loser I am.

Ugh, I hate what a pitiful pathetic person I am. I found myself searching for info on Dr. Bob, trying to find out what he's like. I hate how I want him to be my friend but he will never be my friend. Why can't I appreciate the friends that I do have! This is bad, this is really bad. I'm willing to go far to get responses from him...

What am I thinking?? I see that he responded to some person who took a lot of Tylenol on the substance abuse board. So, I think, if I do that same thing, maybe he will write a stupid stinking line to me too. Aaaah! I'm not only a total loser, I'm some sort of neurotic psycho stalker, manipulator, death seeking bitch!!

Sorry, think I was just wanting attention, ignore (nm)

Posted by Deneb on December 30, 2005, at 16:38:55

In reply to Bad stuff *trigger*, posted by Deneb on December 30, 2005, at 3:25:59

Re: Bad stuff *trigger* » Deneb

Posted by JenStar on December 30, 2005, at 22:12:24

In reply to Bad stuff *trigger*, posted by Deneb on December 30, 2005, at 3:25:59

Deneb, you are not any of those bad things you mentioned. You're not! You're just upset right now.

It's common for people to feel transference or interest in someone who's not attainable -- so don't beat yourself up for being interested in Dr. Bob. It's even OK to look up stuff on him, as long as you don't take it too far and start making secret trips to Chicago to check him out. :)

Your life is not ruined. Information will stick. You WILL be successful in the future! Remember that when these moods come, you are able to get through them and end up feeling OK agian.

Did you stop your meds like you were thinking? If so, could that be contributing to your mood right now?

I hope you feel better soon.
JenStar

Re: Bad stuff *trigger* » JenStar

Posted by Deneb on December 31, 2005, at 0:20:40

In reply to Re: Bad stuff *trigger* » Deneb, posted by JenStar on December 30, 2005, at 22:12:24

> It's common for people to feel transference or interest in someone who's not attainable -- so don't beat yourself up for being interested in Dr. Bob. It's even OK to look up stuff on him, as long as you don't take it too far and start making secret trips to Chicago to check him out. :)

Yeah, I was going a little crazy with the "can't stand it" feeling, but now I'm OK. Heheh, I don't have enough money to take secret trips to Chicago.

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> Your life is not ruined. Information will stick. You WILL be successful in the future! Remember that when these moods come, you are able to get through them and end up feeling OK agian.

I really hope so.

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> Did you stop your meds like you were thinking? If so, could that be contributing to your mood right now?

No, I just cut back.

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> I hope you feel better soon.
> JenStar

Me too.

Thanks JenStar

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