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Posted by woolav on April 6, 2005, at 21:38:37
Why am I here?
Do I deserve to be?
My life is just...
Self DestructionFrom the time I was little
I knew I had nothing
Nothing inside
Just a shell of somethingNever sure why I was born
Lived my life as I felt
Suffering inside all along
Self Destruction...Who am I?
Does anyone know?
Because I dont
I only seem to know one thing
Self DestructionIve had many dreams
Some walking into oblivian
Some walking until I die
There were some good dreams too
But they all ended the same..
Self DestructionNot sure why I deserve this
Am I truely a bad person?
If not, then why?
Anyway, it doesnt matter
Its all going to end the same
Self Destruction.....1 step away....
SW
Posted by alexandra_k on April 7, 2005, at 3:28:46
In reply to just my thoughts...., posted by woolav on April 6, 2005, at 21:38:37
I feel like that a fair bit too.
I didn't ask to be born.
Yet here I am.
I don't think thats fair.
Not fair at all.
Apparantly existence isn't something you have to 'earn' or 'deserve'.
Even a pleasurable existence isn't supposed to be something that you have to 'earn' or 'deserve'.
But I don't know.
I like to think that is true for other people.
But I am not so sure about myself.I don't know what to say.
Except that it has to get better.
It just has to.
Posted by woolav on April 7, 2005, at 8:18:28
In reply to Re: just my thoughts.... » woolav, posted by alexandra_k on April 7, 2005, at 3:28:46
Posted by PM80 on April 7, 2005, at 16:21:41
In reply to Re: At least u understand ...thanks. (nm), posted by woolav on April 7, 2005, at 8:18:28
Well, joining this website is not an act of self destruction, but of self preservation. Perhaps you are innately MORE than you credit yourself for being.
Posted by damos on April 7, 2005, at 19:07:41
In reply to Re: just my thoughts.... » woolav, posted by alexandra_k on April 7, 2005, at 3:28:46
Buddhists believe that you (can) actually choose the manner of your next birth. Sadly having the memory of a goldfish I cna't explain the whole thing but their whole concept of birth, death, consciousness and having specific lessons to learn in each life is really interesting.
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