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Posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
i can say....
no one will answer me on babble !
fuck the pdoc who though topapax ...nevermi9nd............
i am not looking for pityreplies,
i am journaling journaling jouranlin
phonix child phonix?
if there.....is any one who could help me...i dont give up..
however....i live in canada and my pdoc is the head of p in ontario..shoud i feelgood ...not looking for good ...god help me ........keeep me alive for my kids
Posted by Kar on March 14, 2003, at 0:18:21
In reply to 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
This is not a pity reply. We've never "spoken" but I've read your posts and cyber-like you. Sorry you're feeling like shit. I guess we all know how that is around here. But somehow when you're in it, it doesn't always seem like a comfort to know that. Same as the "it'll get better; it always does", you know?
You're doc should not be allowing you to feel so unacceptably crappy. There must be something, for God's sake. You sound desperate...I hope you know that others on the board cherish your wise words, care about you and are cheered by your dry sense of humor...
Please take care, jyl...
Karen
Posted by wendy b. on March 14, 2003, at 0:29:25
In reply to 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
> i can say....
> no one will answer me on babble !
Yes we will... I also wrote you on Admin board...
> fuck the pdoc who though topapax ...nevermi9nd............
> i am not looking for pityreplies,
> i am journaling journaling jouranlin
> phonix child phonix?
> if there.....
> is any one who could help me...i dont give up..Again, please get yourself to a safe place, put a call in to your shrink, go to the hospital, call the hotline...
> however....i live in canada and my pdoc is the head of p in ontario..shoud i feelgood ...not looking for good ...god help me ........keeep me alive for my kids
You are the only one right here, right now, who can keep yourself alive. You know your kids need you - please don't leave them without their mother, it will hurt them for life, and the cycle will continue. You've got to stop it before it gets out of control. Please just keep journaling & posting - as long as you're writing, you're not harming yourself.
I wish I knew what else to say... But whatever you do, don't let your children down, I know you love them and that love will carry you along in a dark time like right now. I know because of my own daughter, and how I felt a couple of years ago... She was the only reason I got up in the morning to do anything... Otherwise I can't imagine (don't like to think about it) what would have happened to me. Please post again tonight - people are watching over you here... You can be sure of that.
with a whole lot of love,
Wendy
Posted by Kar on March 14, 2003, at 0:42:11
In reply to 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
Posted by Dr Eamerz on March 14, 2003, at 3:03:36
In reply to Re: 28?or no shirt?i think not ! » justyourlaugh, posted by wendy b. on March 14, 2003, at 0:29:25
JYL.......
It's frustrating sitting here not being able to help you.
I just hope the bad hobgoblins stopp hitting you with clubs and the gentle frisky faeries come to tickle with feathers...I'm seriously concerned.Please take care sweety.
Posted by beardedlady on March 14, 2003, at 7:00:00
In reply to 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
jyl:
I've been paying attention to your posts here on social, and I know you're not being ignored. (That condom response was priceless!) I wanted to congratulate you on your going out post. That's terrific progress.
I don't do the med board much--I don't have much to say there, having far less experience with meds than most. Is that where you're having trouble getting answers?
We all suffer (and I mean suffer) little (okay, sometimes big) setbacks now and again. And it's frustrating when we can't do something for one another. Please know that our hearts are with you, and we pray you feel better soon.
I hate sounding like a greeting card. But I'm packing up some of my park's happiness bluebirds and sending them to fly up around your way.
beardy : )>
Posted by Robin David John on March 14, 2003, at 8:10:58
In reply to 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by justyourlaugh on March 13, 2003, at 22:55:11
> i can say....
> no one will answer me on babble !
> fuck the pdoc who though topapax ...nevermi9nd............
> i am not looking for pityreplies,
> i am journaling journaling jouranlin
> phonix child phonix?
> if there.....
> is any one who could help me...i dont give up..
> however....i live in canada and my pdoc is the head of p in ontario..shoud i feelgood ...not looking for good ...god help me ........keeep me alive for my kidsHi Jyl..I know its been a long time ..but I drop in and read some post now and again..think I asked you to write to us and keep us posted on your day by day experiences..well Hon its been quite along time now that you started posting for help..and here you are agin..GOOD for you..I think you need to have a chat with your Doc and tell hims whats going on and maybe even see another doc...when I was put on effexor it made me get suicidal ..put myself in Scarborough psycho ward and the Doc there put me on another prescription and ..walla feeling fine again my life is back in order and I'm having fun again..Jyl maybe the meds your taking aren't the right ones for you ..get a second opinion at a local hospital or psych Doc..take care hon and keep posting and writing..K
Robin
Posted by lostsailor on March 14, 2003, at 15:05:17
In reply to Re: 28?or no shirt?i think not !, posted by Robin David John on March 14, 2003, at 8:10:58
Here we go with a reverse of robin. Effexor, for me, is used when I am bad off. If I am on it too long, I end up in a manic episode almost definately, but it is also, don't you know, the only ssri/ssnri or whatever it's called this afternoon that really works for me when depressed. Sounds like you are on a mood stab as well. Is Lamical available there yet. It has really worked well for me thus far and is often indicated for those with BPD who tend to lean twoards the depressed end of the spectrum often. It is also often used as an ajunct for those without BPD that are depressed.
As you know, there is no real "silver bullet" for all of us but, with patience, which I admit I don't always have, things seem to always get better, even if only a bit at a time.
You post here often and have made me giggle here on my cloudiest days. I just hope that your "friends" here can be a bit of help. Keep us posted, ok?
in peace, ~tony
I know it's hard and in Canada, even a bit harder as I have had a few relationships with women there.
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