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Posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:51:26
Wouldn't help me to die
You'll have to ask someone else said he.
Posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:54:35
In reply to My psycho, posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:51:26
Posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 10:22:26
In reply to Re: ....guess I'm depressed (nm), posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:54:35
he said bi-polar ..I said the patients out there(in hospital talking fast active etc) are bipolar he said he's seen me high I said I was just happy , relieved from depression..blah blah blah..I don't care anymore I want to run away and start fresh and squeeky clean.
Posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 10:26:20
In reply to Re: ....i asked what was wrong with me, posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 10:22:26
running away ..I'll just carry the problems with me.
I'm off...I'm boring myself.
moan moan groan
Posted by kid a on September 23, 2002, at 10:53:01
In reply to My psycho, posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:51:26
first post!
owhr... i was blocked for a week for saying something bad or somesuch... i think... has BT got you sorted yet... what way communicate whuah?/?wouldnt have you hurting, uhf... wish i could un-freak chikenz... wish i could carry it... hide it somewhere yuo couldnt find it... so you'd have no choice but to be smiles and sunlight...
...
dr/my/dr...
wishing yuo...
Posted by Tabßitha on September 23, 2002, at 22:06:32
In reply to Re: ....i asked what was wrong with me, posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 10:22:26
That's how it goes, my sweet, when you're up you want it to be real, and when you're down, well then of course it's OK to call it an illness.
I keep holding out hope that one day, one shiny vibrant glorious hyper-flirtatious day, I'll discover that it really is my Philosophy holding me up there after all. Could happen.
Posted by Tabßitha on September 23, 2002, at 22:08:52
In reply to dreamer My dreamer, posted by kid a on September 23, 2002, at 10:53:01
Posted by Dinah on September 24, 2002, at 10:46:06
In reply to My psycho, posted by dReamerz on September 23, 2002, at 9:51:26
> Wouldn't help me to die
> You'll have to ask someone else said he.Well, dreamer. I would commiserate with how unreasonable and uncooperative pdocs can be, except that I'm damn glad he feels that way. The world without dreamer would be a poorer place, and I would miss you dreadfully.
As far as diagnosis goes, after years of searching for answers to what was wrong with me, or why I did the things I did, I came to what was to me an amazing conclusion. The diagnostic system is woefully inadequate to explain most of us. People on the bipolar spectrum can have as many faces as there are people on the bipolar spectrum. If you throw in co-morbidity (and there usually is comordity), diagnosis becomes a very poor tool indeed. Only good for deciding whether to use mood stabilizers or antidepressants or antipsychotics.
A pinch of this diagnosis, a dab of that, and still we humans can't be pigeonholed. You are Dreamer, and you happen to have mood cycles and respond well to mood stabilizers.
Keep holding on, Dreamer. And keep in touch. (Will you have internet access at home anytime soon?)
Dinah
Posted by Dreamerz on September 24, 2002, at 10:46:57
In reply to dreamer My dreamer, posted by kid a on September 23, 2002, at 10:53:01
Blocked eh...I don't have time to read much threads..cable men still not dug up road to put in their spaggetti.
My mood changes rapido so i guess my chickens will sleep.
Sweetness light and edible reality to thee...drift on that Harold Budd...
Posted by Dreamerz on September 24, 2002, at 11:32:51
In reply to Re: My psycho » dReamerz, posted by Dinah on September 24, 2002, at 10:46:06
you happen to have mood cycles and respond well to mood stabilizers.
I have no idea....
> Keep holding on, Dreamer. And keep in touch. (Will you have internet access at home anytime soon?)
I have no idea : )
Thanks Dinah..take care....
Posted by Tabßitha on September 24, 2002, at 12:36:38
In reply to Re: My psychik slugs , posted by Dreamerz on September 24, 2002, at 11:32:51
Dinah's right, sweetie, Dx doesn't mean much. I've learned that from being here, my Dx is bipolar but I have features of ADD and OCD as well. It's not so clear cut. Just helps the docs pick meds. Your brain wiring is unique in so many lovely ways, playful, creative, flirty, etc. You're a gem.
Posted by kid a on September 24, 2002, at 18:33:28
In reply to Re: kid-A my kid-A I'm glad you're back. (nm), posted by Tabßitha on September 23, 2002, at 22:08:52
Diane Di PrimaNo Problem Party Poem
first glass broken on patio no problem
forgotten sour cream for vegetable no problem
Lewis MacAdam's tough lower jaw no problem
cops arriving to watch bellydancer no problem
plastic bags of melted ice no problem
wine on antique tablecloth no problem
scratchy stereo no problem
neighbor's dog no problem
interviewer from Berkeley Barb no problem
absence of more beer no problem
too little dope no problem
leering Naropans no problem
cigarette butts on the altars no problem
Marilyn vomiting in planter box no problem
Phoebe renouncing love no problem
Lewis renouncing Phoebe no problem
hungry ghosts no problem
absence of children no problem
heat no problem
dark no problem
arnica scattered in nylon rug no problem
ashes in bowl of bleached bone and Juniper berries no problem
lost Satie tape no problem
loss of temper no problem
arrogance no problem
boxes of empty beer cans & wine bottles no problem
thousands of styrofoam cups no problem
Gregory Corso no problem
Allen Ginsberg no problem
Diane di Prima no problem
Anne Waldman's veins no problem
Dick Gallup's birthday no problem
Joanne Kyger's peyote & rum no problem wine no problem
coca-cola no problem
getting it on in the wet grass no problem
running out of toilet paper no problem
decimation of pennyroyal no problem
destruction of hair clasp no problem
paranoia no problem
claustrophobia no problem
growing up on Brooklyn streets no problem
growing up in Tibet no problem
growing up in Chicano Texas no problem
bellydancing certainly no problem
figuring it all out no problem
giving it all up no problem
giving it all away no problem
devouring everything in sight no problemwhat else in Allen's refrigerator?
what else in Anne's cupboard?
what do you know that you
haven't told me yet?
No problem. No problem. No problem.staying another day no problem
getting out of town no problem
telling the truth, almost no problem
easy to stay awake
easy to go to sleep
easy to sing the blues
easy to chant sutras
what's all the fuss about?it decomposes - no problem
we pack it in boxes - no problem
we swallow it with water, lock it in the trunk,
make a quick getaway. NO PROBLEM.
Posted by Tabßitha on September 25, 2002, at 1:51:52
In reply to up! down! blocked! not! ?? what? NO PROBLEM see: » Tabßitha, posted by kid a on September 24, 2002, at 18:33:28
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