Psycho-Babble Social Thread 30166

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SCREAM

Posted by ensoul on September 11, 2002, at 23:43:58

not just a bad day

started over a month ago probably longer
first my stereo went, my beautiful little JVC that daughter & son-in-law bought
me after the divorce, the volume only one volume and that's super loud....I
hate not having my music, can't afford to have it fixed

then it's the computer, again...using my old one, that won't last for long

then it's the car, cost $100 to repair

daughters wedding couldn't even afford a damn present

yesterday i gave the place a though cleaning today it's totally trashed and I
mean totally

bought a new lamp, don't have any bulbs

went to get letters out, all my stamps are gone

try to hang up a curtain, it won't stay up, try again same results, get it and
its very uneven
Rick try's to take over, "here, you can't do that, let me"
yes, you're right I'm complete idiot

i hear him cough one more !*%^ time....
now mind you, yes he does have bronchitis, but he doesn't "believe" in cough
syrups or going back to the doctor
he doesn't only cough, makes that disgusting noise
I'm now hiding my allergy medicine since he refuses to call the doctor and get
a scribe himself

period from hell again, hurt too much to even walk earlier
took the 'ol perocset and I'm feeling better

then letter from SSD, we cut your check by $100 this month
checks will be bouncing soon
going to friends and have me a drinky poo
but not before he bitches about me leaving

I haven't seen my T in over 2 months
with Rick (sign. other) in treatment for cancer and trmnt center 70 miles away, since he I have to play tattle tale and call the doctor on him, make sure he makes his appts, and takes his meds, add to that caretaking for my Mother who has survived a benign brain tumor that has left cognitive, medical, mental and physical problems in it's wake
(I am the only family, and she's not "bad enough" to qualify for help)

I need a wife (mind you I am a woman) I want that cooks, cleans, is supportive, listens, has compassion..

i don't want much do I

it's just too much
too much
too much
too much

ensoul


You measure democracy by the freedom it gives its dissidents, not the freedom
it gives its assimilated conformists.
~ Abbie Hoffman

 

keep on screaming and let it out...you're going... » ensoul

Posted by ~Alii~ on September 12, 2002, at 1:08:52

In reply to SCREAM, posted by ensoul on September 11, 2002, at 23:43:58

...through so much. I am not in state to offer up much support other than I hear your scream and would like to scream with ya!

Kindly,

-Alii

 

Re: SCREAM » ensoul

Posted by IsoM on September 12, 2002, at 13:38:52

In reply to SCREAM, posted by ensoul on September 11, 2002, at 23:43:58

When I was married, my list went on & on like yours - endlessly. I am SO glad that it's behind me now. I don't know how I hung on but I did. Enduring one day at a time. When mornings came & I woke, I dreaded the day. At night, falling asleep, I just wished I'd never wake up. It was living hell.

Whine, cry, bitch, complain to your heart's content. God knows, it needs an oulet somewhere. Sometimes, I'd write & write, dredging up every last misery in writing. And while it never made me feel better, it lessened the build-up of pain. I'd read it the next day or so, then tear it up.

Come here & bitch & whine. Sometimes, we don't have any useful suggestions, but at least we'll listen to you, Ensoul & commisserate with you.

 

Still screaming? » ensoul

Posted by ~Alii~ on September 14, 2002, at 13:13:35

In reply to SCREAM, posted by ensoul on September 11, 2002, at 23:43:58

>>>>period from hell again, hurt too much to even walk earlier...
...took the 'ol perocset and I'm feeling better
...I haven't seen my T in over 2 months
...i don't want much do I
it's just too much
too much
too much
too much

ensoul

You measure democracy by the freedom it gives its dissidents, not the freedom it gives its assimilated conformists.
~ Abbie Hoffman<<<<


Ensoul,

I'm a bit worried you haven't seen your therapist in over two months with all this going on in your life. But until you get back there keep on letting it out here. Please.

I am so sorry all this shit is going on in your life. Total drag-o-rama. I wish I did have some kind words to offer up help...........alls I gots is: SCREAM baby SCREAM!!!

We're all listening.

With kind support,

--Alii

 

Re: Still screaming?

Posted by ensoul on September 14, 2002, at 17:15:39

In reply to Still screaming? » ensoul, posted by ~Alii~ on September 14, 2002, at 13:13:35

btwn taking of my Mom and my hubby having cancer
can't fir in T appt


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