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Posted by Maxime on July 2, 2008, at 19:39:38
I've been back into hard core restricting for a few weeks now. I eat an apple and some cucumber a day. After my first day of doing this I felt so good ... like I had been reunited with an old friend. My ED is comforting. I can depend on it. The rituals soothe me. And now the weight is coming off and it feels like BLISS!
But I know I will crash eventually and that scares me.
Maxime
Posted by Midnightblue on July 3, 2008, at 15:37:13
In reply to So freaking comforting!, posted by Maxime on July 2, 2008, at 19:39:38
Maxime,
Don't go there. I am finding comfort IN eating. And that is no good, too.
MB
Posted by Poet on July 4, 2008, at 18:27:22
In reply to So freaking comforting!, posted by Maxime on July 2, 2008, at 19:39:38
Hi Maxime,
Food is my comfort, purging is comfort and like you, I know that I will eventually crash, but that doesn't stop me from repeating the cycle. I wish we both could just stop and how can I say this eat like normal people? Sigh.
Poet
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