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Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 30, 2012, at 23:13:13
wake up and look around and think nothing expect going back to sleep, it just makes me really alone when I feel this sh*tty, nothing to look forward too. I post here, give my insight but realize its useless, please don't discouraged reading this...its just i realize that when im in depression i don't want or care what anyone wants...or advice. Laying in bed at night and wishing that I could of been happy with friends....im not a social person, but inside I want to be. Like its better to feel no emotion, than to feel dissappointed. I don't want to entertain or elaborate anymore on this. I go to sleep dreaming someone would come and get me out of my hole...its not gonna happen, not logical, only fantasy.
So....i just wished I could run like a horse...feel life, and fun with others. My horse is missing certain things in the leg that makes it not able to run. It's depressing and soul destroying...but i choose not to think about that anymore....
just keep your heads up....don't live in memories...
r
Posted by ChicagoKat on December 1, 2012, at 1:14:17
In reply to severe depression, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 30, 2012, at 23:13:13
rj, it sounds like you and I are both in very sad places tonight. I wish I could make you feel better. And I wish I could make me feel better too. Depression sucks so f*ck*ng much. Hang in there friend, and I promise I will too. You are not alone.
Kat
Posted by Phillipa on December 1, 2012, at 9:54:01
In reply to Re: severe depression » rjlockhart37, posted by ChicagoKat on December 1, 2012, at 1:14:17
Kat this is also what babble is for. Nice when someone takes the time to relate to your pain. Phillipa
Posted by Zyprexa on December 3, 2012, at 22:37:31
In reply to severe depression, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 30, 2012, at 23:13:13
You should try a different AD. Zoloft was realy good to me. I didn't have much luck with prozac. Also you should go to a bar and drink make friends. Maybe that would work?
Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 5, 2012, at 20:45:20
In reply to Re: severe depression » rjlockhart37, posted by ChicagoKat on December 1, 2012, at 1:14:17
kat....thanks, its good to feel like someone else is in my boat...and then we can put motor in it, and have a motor boat and go faster lol
Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 5, 2012, at 20:51:25
In reply to Re: severe depression » rjlockhart37, posted by Zyprexa on December 3, 2012, at 22:37:31
prozac actually when it worked, it worked vary well with me...it has some stimulating properties, but not for everyone...if I was on paxil it would not be fun...sedated all the time, plus with zyprexa...that's pretty sluggish days for me.
i tried zoloft...it did work somewhat but not as good as prozac but of course that's my case...
yes bars...the thing is when im so drunk, think im in a dream...vary social, but im so numb that all the thing that keep me back are numbed too...i walk around and smile, im not a stumbling drunk...i don't lose balance, my face gets red...and sweat ALOT...i like having wiskey or scotch while im reading or on the net.
thanks....
r
Posted by schleprock on December 5, 2012, at 21:51:18
In reply to severe depression, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 30, 2012, at 23:13:13
How long have you been feeling this way, rj?
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