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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 22:29:19
I got to post this, Im really going through a bad period of time. Alot of times I feel I want to be dead, but like I posted...the lake of fire is not the place I want to go, meet the devil who decieved me. I actually thought that If I prayed to the devil....somehow it would change things, I did for a while in my journals to lucifer but life seemed to get more miserable but I told him to not torchre me. What I prayed to him for was for drugs to help me feel better because I constantly felt like sh*t and etc. The only reason im writing this is to vent. I know clearly there is no one who gives a sh*t, but choose wisely of what you do with your life because your the only person that needs to be happy....other people are not going to make you happy.
See...there's nothing going to benefit from this. I'm sick of going through the same cycle of suffering because its not heard and I live in misery at home. I mean if there was a fast way to end this, like taking alot of Seconal's I would already be gone but I'm too chicken to look at that trigger and think man I need to die. I can't do it, its too much fear of what will happen AFTER death....like fire, and brimestone.
The only thing that I can give advice is you have to make your own life liveable and enjoy it. Find things YOU enjoy and f*ck anyone who is against it unless you really care about that person and are willing to make adjustments for them.
Ugh, I'm suffering really bad but I will get over it.
M
Posted by Conundrum on November 23, 2010, at 22:49:38
In reply to Suffering, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 22:29:19
> The only thing that I can give advice is you have to make your own life liveable and enjoy it. Find things YOU enjoy and f*ck anyone who is against it unless you really care about that person and are willing to make adjustments for them.
>
Good stuff. Live by it. Get out of the house by any means necessary.
Posted by FluffMama on November 29, 2010, at 0:13:26
In reply to Suffering, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 22:29:19
Hi M, my name is Missy and I'm sorry you are suffering right now. You mention a lot of times about the Devil and hellfire. Sometimes when we are depressed it can be easy to fixate on religious themes, but it usually is just scary and condemning. Is there a way you can stop allowing your thoughts to dwell on dark things like that? When you think thoughts like that, your body responds with stress hormones, and makes you feel worse.
Most depression is caused by feeling TRAPPED and HOPELESS. Are you really trapped at home? Is there a way you could move out? What is a practical step you could take to improve your life? Just a small step. Like going to Starbucks for a drink. Sometimes that's all it takes to make me feel a little better.
I'm worried about ya because I lost my little brother to depression this summer and I know he thought many negative thoughts about his life and yet if he had just hung in there, life very well could have surprised him. All it takes sometimes is ONE move forward toward the life you really want. I guess I don't know your situation.
A powerful thing I do when I am suffering very negative thoughts (like I was today) is to do the exact opposite of what I was doing when thinking them. Like for me, getting out of bed and walking to Burgerville! I didn't feel like doing it and I had to force myself, but somehow being outside and seeing other people and breathing the fresh air helped me.
But the most important thing I do is to be kind to myself. You are being mean to your poor self! You don't deserve to suffer - say good things to yourself. Like, "Things are going to get better because I am open to positive change." Or ask the universe to provide a change for you.
Just a few thoughts - I hope you don't mind.
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