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Posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 7:11:38
to beat the monster you have to be one with him//you no when he is comming for you,the tell tale sign,s,i.e brain numbing, temper, fatiuge,you get the drift//i have been in this battle plenty of times//sometimes life threatning,he is one hell off a bastard to take on//but i have just took him on ,face to face,no prisoners type battle///no change of meds,no feeling sorry for myself,been there before//what this sadistic bastard need is nukeing an fast///now i dont say try this as it dangerouse??not for me as i have no issues with alchol//im not a recovering alcholic , in fact i dont drink much at all//but for this battle an anything to keep me from hospital//i hit him with the therory whatever you do to me i will do to you///the depression was doing me bigtime//so i nuked him with alchol/i wont say how much or you would faint///i was looking on getting the hour of bliss in a day an night of pain///but that is all you need to regain sanity///now i have a lost of lost days in the last few weeks,but i wanted to be out of it//let him try an nuke a brain that is being nuked already// there is a lot of vomiting in this method,but i could feel his grip loosening,i i was starting to get ill with alchol//which ment the depression was pissed with me as he could not break through mt alchol nuked brain//so he kinda stepped back from the battle//not waved the white flag but put me on hold for a while till the next time//now im of the booze leveling out an no med change,no real family upset//they have seen it all before an worse,it maby wont ever work again as depression finds always comes up with new idea,s//i wasnt barred from any bars as i am well nown for lets call it off the wall behavour//i am back with my buddies an family normal as i can be for a nut job// no family judgment there just glad im back for another stab at life,its killing me i loose a littlemore every time//but there is never a dull moment//im do hospital next week//but will tell my shrink nothing//i tackled a blip in my life on my own,they would have changed my meds to something totally usless an changed my pesonality//i dont want to sit like a veg,i actually likemy nut job status//its painful an cool as well//i could have taken hands full of benzo,s all day an tried that but i already done that one. beside,s bozze for me is easy apart from the vomiting
Posted by stargazer2 on May 5, 2010, at 8:50:35
In reply to depression KICK *SS, posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 7:11:38
Wow, that is quite a story...It is a bastard and you do have to fight like crazy in anyway you can...hopefully you will stay strong and not have to go through this too often...alcohol has enough of it's own problems to use it too often..but who am I to offer any suggestions to anyone else...
We all have to do whatever it takes in our battle with the beast...the beast is not the same for everyone and my form of battle will not mimic anyone elses. And the weapons change constantly...so it is impossible to predict any cours eof action.
Be well.
Posted by Phillipa on May 5, 2010, at 11:04:23
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by stargazer2 on May 5, 2010, at 8:50:35
Manic wondered where you'd been so still on the zoloft but it wasn't working? And now is? Phillipa
Posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 11:36:20
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by Phillipa on May 5, 2010, at 11:04:23
keep up, i havent been on sertraline for months , i am on citalopram have been since long before this// ,20mg is all i take. I dont moan about meds// an im not scared of them// but to be brutally honest , i no more than the nobs at hospital//im not takeing a stab in a med book like they do //an get it wrong %99of the time. i do whatever i have to myself// an if its wrong i live with it.
Posted by Laney on May 5, 2010, at 14:27:26
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 11:36:20
Manic,
Are you saying you order them yourself? I'm thinking of doing that if my doc refuses to give me Nortrip.
Thanks!
Laney
Posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 14:51:55
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 11:36:20
no laney , i get them from the p doc// an if its a ssri like im on now i can change at the nhs docs, without the p docs permission, i should be on 40mg but i only take 20mg as no different to 40mg with me //well less side effects, i keep the spares so in times i can make ajustments myself,instead of changeing scripts all the time.i see the p doc on monday ,my six monthly check thats all i see him//but im on a open appointment if things look bleak //an they would have to be, to put myself in there care.i will see if he has any new info but i dout it.
Posted by Techno'n'PillBottles on May 6, 2010, at 7:09:00
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by manic666 on May 5, 2010, at 14:51:55
I respect a good post like this. I've done some sh*t like that with a few different drugs. I'm alive.like my granpappy used to say: better to binge than die and dying while binging is always a blast anyway. thank jeeebus the meds work now and thank jeeebus were alive dammmit! I'd bet you and I would have a great time at the bars :)
Posted by manic666 on May 6, 2010, at 8:05:12
In reply to Re: depression KICK *SS, posted by Techno'n'PillBottles on May 6, 2010, at 7:09:00
could start a riot or 2 if we are lucky
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