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Posted by willyee on April 25, 2006, at 7:49:49
Morning,well another day another fight huh?Last night after reading i believe martys posts i went back to an old style i had which worked in emergencys,dosing 5 mg increments of parnate/small dose of xyrem twice an hr.
Well worked last night from 6 on till bed time,till where i was able to stop the dosing and be ok.
Up this morning and has worked ok,but its kinda like a benzo for depression,its not very strong and is a constant dosing,regardless my point is i listen to some of you guys,even here mention me :HUSBAND THIS: and :WIFE: that,something starting to bother me latly prob as i gear in the direction of being 30 is i am not gonna find no one,its crucial i have my alone time to do weird stuff so i can face the day,im never gonna find someone like myself,i had my chance in my late teens before any of this to settle down,when i was "normal" i dident,now i am not "me" and fairly certain ill never be again ever,and ill never get to offer that to a girl again,lol nevermind guess its time to start full parnate dosing again least emotions are more nullified then.
Emsam is failing in my eyes as an option for me,that was my last ace.
Posted by Meri-Tuuli on April 25, 2006, at 8:22:21
In reply to G`Morning, posted by willyee on April 25, 2006, at 7:49:49
Morning Willee to you too! Although its lunchtime here!! :o)
I'm sure you'll find a girl one day! In fact, it was my depression during college that actually brought me alot closer to my boyfriend and we're living together now. Its abit Freudian to be honest - his mother has gone through similar stuff. Maybe it just means that he's alot more sympathic. But anyway he's totally great with it all.
I understand the bit about being alone, but really, I think everyone has bizarre personal habits whether they're depressed (or whatever dx) or not.
I understand your frustration through.
Anyway take care,
Meri
Posted by Phillipa on April 25, 2006, at 20:20:56
In reply to Re: G`Morning, posted by Meri-Tuuli on April 25, 2006, at 8:22:21
Willyee no EnSam for you? And being alone is not the worst thing in the world. My youngest daugter is going through a divorce and loves living alone. Not for me though getting too old. Love Phillipa
Posted by willyee on April 26, 2006, at 8:38:44
In reply to Re: G`Morning, posted by Meri-Tuuli on April 25, 2006, at 8:22:21
thanks for the support,i notice a lot of self pity sneaking its way in latly,i guess when i was younger,lol i know how that sounds,but seriously i think in my earlier twenties i was more cockier now im seeing the serious ness of what might be a life long problem,ive lost my career,girl of six years,uncontable friends both male and female,and i think its all taking its toll on me and im starting to become humble and this is lettng that evil self pity sneak in,mostly nights.
Thanks though i hear what ur saying.
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