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Posted by NikkiT2 on February 17, 2004, at 8:15:44
And send all of you tons of strengthening thoughts every day..
Just feeling.. out of my depth here at the moment.. Stupid feeling.. too young, too little experience etc etc..
the feeling will pass, and I will be back to posting to you all soon!!!
Sorry for being so quiet.. but I am here and thinking of you all
Nikki xx
Posted by shar on February 17, 2004, at 13:25:16
In reply to I'm here.. and I'm reading.., posted by NikkiT2 on February 17, 2004, at 8:15:44
Stupid? No way! What would make you feel that way (other than the little voice we all have in our heads that says so)? Don't do that to yerself!
I'd much rather have you posting than just reading. And, when we are truly out of our depth (which even us oldies get to feel on a regular basis), what better place to be than with folks who've been there before?
I certainly hope I didn't contribute to those feelings at all, because you certainly don't strike me as any of those descriptors (well, young, yes, but that's not a bad thing!).
Shar
Posted by NikkiT2 on February 18, 2004, at 14:36:41
In reply to Re: I'm here.. and I'm reading.. » NikkiT2, posted by shar on February 17, 2004, at 13:25:16
Oh shar, ofcourse you don't add to those feelings. Its nothing, at all, that anyone here is doing.. Its entirely an internal thing.
I think.. and this is wierd.. I'm having to learn how to live again. I'm so much better, and feeling more normal.. But I've forgotten how to live normally.. I've forgotten how to act normally around people. before, when I felt so bad, I had my act, my armour, and I knew the script and what to do and how to exact so as to appear normal. Now, that I should be acting normal, I just don't know how to do it *lol* And its taking alot of adjustments.
It WILL pass.. I know that.. I just need to find a balance I guess!
Thanks for responding and caring!
Nikki xx
Posted by noa on February 20, 2004, at 18:33:18
In reply to Re: I'm here.. and I'm reading.. » shar, posted by NikkiT2 on February 18, 2004, at 14:36:41
>I'm having to learn how to live again. I'm so much better, and feeling more normal.. But I've forgotten how to live normally..
Me too. And it's a lot of work learning how to be 'normal' again.
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